Deborah and I discuss her personal experiences in out of body experiences, lucid dreaming, altered states of consciousness, and multi-dimensional journeys, along with her childhood and background as a program manager working on international corporate globalization efforts across various industries.
An encounter with a traumatized aspect of Self
There was one of those aspects of Self that I found in my out-of-body journeys was a child, and they had been locked in a mental palace where they didn't have a construct of a world around them. They had become insane with the fractured nature of their existence, and they were just in this mental construct screaming.
It wasn't a bad thing. It was just an experience as an observer. If you've done past life regression, you can be the observer, or you can come into that level and feel the emotions of that experience.
But in that experience, I was told that I can't heal this one. There would be other support to heal that fractured aspect, so whatever happened in the Life of that child me, that aspect of me, was something beyond my capability to heal at this time. But support was given by the benevolent beings that look after the energy, the beings that would have nurtured and taken care of Hitler's energy, his frequency set. So, this child had such a traumatic experience, they had become locked in a mental construct out of the body.
Like when we leave the body, we can continue to the Waystation, or we can create something that locks us into one of the frequency bands around the planet.
So it just depends, but I don't think that's a terrible thing because that child will get the healing, but it's another aspect that will come together once it is healed on its journey back to the Source.
And this is my feedback system, my reactions, my experiences, my emotions that help Source evolve, and my dreams that help Source evolve.
On changing Consciousness
... We were paired so we could normalize what was happening to us on the mastery journey because we lost all our labels and our cognitive anchors because everything shifted in our consciousness because of the journey we had started.
When you find somebody new who comes in, and you can talk in a safe space without judgment, that changes your ability to expand. It helps you to normalize, and talk out what is happening as you are changing consciousness.
Because once it starts, it doesn't stop. It can pause while things integrate, but you just keep on the journey pretty much, unless you have a massive trauma, or get locked down due to some chemical reasons, or something like that.
Cognitive Anchors & Self-Judgment
That's what I see [cognitive anchors] create cellular patterns. It's mapped into the neural network and the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems.
... You know that old analogy of you do something new for 21 days and you've remapped the neural network?
It's not just about the neural network. It's about the patterns of behaviors that are inherent to the self-judgments that we create.
Because generally, we self-judge more than somebody would judge us. We'll do it before someone else even gets a chance to.
... The people we have around us will mirror what needs to be reflected as a self-judgment so that we can work on it, and work through it as a mastery lesson. So if you go into pain or fear or emotional overwhelm, there's a reason - if it's being triggered by somebody else - they are mirroring it for you, so you can learn something.
But you've got to be aware, otherwise, you just go through the suffering for a period until you work it out, or something else takes your attention.
The Mastery Journey & The Great Letting Go
The mastery journey does that. It actually brings all those people that you need to have healing with or to heal what you have done to them forward and then their judgment and your self-judgment needs to be addressed, healed and let go. And it's what I call "the Great Letting Go" period because much of what "we" was, those cognitive anchors begin to dissolve and float away, and then the new stuff becomes to come in. And then your ability to expand a coherent heart state becomes much more pronounced.
Recorded January 2022